Omen

The left eyelid has been throbbing for more than a week. It is said that something bad will happen if that happens. So far nothing. Keeping my fingers crossed. Is it going to be another fight with my wife? Have been holding back for quite sometime. Even after three years of marriage and a kid there is no peace between the two families and more importantly between the two persons in question.
Am unable to forget and forgive, given that the spouse still has not changed the mode of addressing and is adamant on treating in-laws as third party members and does not wish to consider them as part of the family.
Hope for the child that it does not come to that. If this time there is an argument it is going to be either the last or one with real long lasting repurcussions. How to avoid it?
One is unable to hold back the reactions many a times.
The disgust for the person continues. One is unable to overcome the bitterness that one has faced especially since things have not changed from the other side (at least as per one's perception).
The other's actions towards the baby is also being read in a very negative manner, given the background experience.
Hope things change. (One means that the other understands and changes, but one knows at the back of the heart, how much ever one wishes for it, how much ever any astrologer says that it will improve, that things are not going to change from the other side. Things if at all have to change from this side.